Exactly two months ago I left London to move back to United States. Two months ago I got on a plane I really didn’t want to get on and cried so hard at takeoff that the flight attendant was actually concerned for me. Two months ago I stepped on American soil for the first time in 365 days and almost immediately shoved a Double Decker taco down my throat.
I’ve spent the past two months trying to reintegrate into American life. I have two jobs. I started to drive again. I go to Target at least once a week. While the past two months haven’t been horrible (I actually like Louisville, remember?), they haven’t been completely easy either.
I miss London. A lot. As I’m probably not going to be able to live there again, this is something I’m going to have to deal with. Or whinge about on my blog. In an attempt to deal with the fact that I can’t fly off to Heathrow right now I put together a list of the things I miss most about living in London. I’ve also thrown in a few things I don’t miss, lest you think living in London is all happy times and sunshine.
This list isn’t exhaustive. A lot of what I miss isn’t easily put into words. It’s how I felt when I lived there, the routine I had, the small day to day British things that became normal, and the people that were a huge part of my life there. But these are things I think about a lot, and things I’ll be glad to be reunited with someday.
What I Miss About London
The weather
Yes, I, for the most part, extremely enjoyed English weather. It’s not nearly as bad as it’s made out to be. Yes, it did rain pretty much everyday in January and there were some summer days that were decidedly more fall like, but there were also plenty days full of sunshine, and puffy white clouds, and a gentle breeze. The best part of British weather is the lack of extreme temperatures. While all my friends and family were dying from the polar vortex last winter, I gallivanted around London in a light winter jacket because temperatures never dipped below freezing and in summer there were only a few days when it was unbearably hot. That is my kind of weather.
Fry ups, clotted cream, Starmix, Ribena, M&S Simply Food, my favorite cider…aka all the food and drink
I miss English food. Really, I do. In my opinion, you’d be hard pressed to find a better breakfast than a full English. Want to recreate that in the United States? Be ready for pay nearly $5 for one can of baked beans! Starmix, my favorite candy, isn’t sold in stores here. Ribena, blackcurrant drink and hangover cure extraordinaire, costs nearly $10 for a small bottle. Stella Artois doesn’t export my favorite cider here. And M&S’s addictive (and moderately healthy) to go meals just don’t exist.
Besides all the English things, London has some of the best street food markets and international dining options of any city I’ve lived in. I miss popping over to Borough on a Saturday for Pad Thai, a piece of banoffee pie, and some prosecco on tap or ordering up extra spicy chicken tikka masala from my favorite Indian takeaway.
Pub culture
English pubs are quite possibly my favorite place to spend time. You can come as you are- there’s no dressing up required- at just about anytime of the day to have a no judgement pint, or even a cup of tea. You can go alone and curl up in an arm chair next to a fireplace with a good book or bring along your mates for a night out. There aren’t TVs. Everything is cozy. People bring their kids. There’s usually a meat pie and some mash to be found the menu. There’s one on just about every corner and they often have cute names like The Lion and Lamb, Tudor Rose, Drum and Monkey, Old Swam, Pear Tree, and my old local, The White Horse.
The NHS
I’m currently one of the millions of Americans without health insurance. While there has been a lot of talk about health care reform in the United States in recent years, it still really fucking sucks. I was denied for Medicaid even though when I applied I had no income and I missed the open enrollment period for Kentucky’s Obamacare, so now I’m just hoping nothing bad happens to me in the next few months. In the UK, as a foreign student, I had the ability to use all of the NHS’s services for free. While there’s a lot of talk in the United States about poor healthcare in the UK, I never received anything but the highest standard of care and wish we could implement a similar system here.
Proximity to Europe
London is such a great base for European travel. Just about every budget airline flies out of one of London’s many nearby airports and there are ferry, train, and bus options to Ireland and northern Europe. I’m having a really hard time getting used to the fact that I can’t just jet off to a a new country every month or so. What do you mean Greece isn’t a $150, 3 hour plane ride away?
(Also, the pound is worth more than the euro so for the first time in my life I was on the right side of currency exchange!)
The Tube
Yes, the London Underground has its fair share of issues and I probably complained about planned engineering works a million times over the course of the year I was there, but after driving again for two months I officially miss public transportation. After you factor in car payments, insurance, and gas, monthly travelcards don’t seem so expensive and I miss being able to read a book or just zone out while commuting instead of dealing with horrific drivers and traffic.
My flat
10 years ago I moved into my first college dorm at the University of Michigan and since then I’ve moved pretty much every year. Some places felt like a room when I kept my things and slept, and other felt closer to home, but nothing like my flat in Richmond. I was very lucky to be able to live with one of my best friends. Claire had lived in the flat for three years previous and turned the place into a beautiful, cozy home. We spent our evenings getting into feminist debates, catching up on our weird days, watching Grand Designs reruns, and laughing at 8 Out of 10 Cats. We spent our Sundays ordering loads of food and whining to each other about our hangovers. It was a practically perfect housing situation, probably one I’ll never recreate.
Living in one of the world’s greatest cities
There’s no doubt about it- London is world class. There’s diversity everywhere, from the people passing you on the sidewalk to the buildings you are walking by. There’s history around many corners. Sometimes the fast pace of city living can get you down, but as soon as you think you’re done with it, you’ll pass Big Ben lit up at night, or walk through Regent’s Park on a sunny spring day, or find a new piece of killer street art in Shoreditch, or stumble across a new street festival, or go on a craft beer brawl, or drive around with all the windows down screaming the words to Mariah Carey sounds as you pass landmarks you used to only read about and you’ll remember why you love London oh so much.
What I Don’t Miss About London
The cost of living
London is expensive. Like way more expensive than I could have even imagined before moving there. I lived far out of the center and paid nearly $900 in month in rent. And that’s considered an absolute steal. Tube rides aren’t cheap, a pint of beer is around $5, and good luck finding a meal for under $15. While these prices are a sacrifice you have to make to live in a world class city, it was often hard, especially on a student budget. London is a city where a lot of people have A LOT of money and I sometimes wondered how anyone who wasn’t making millions of pounds could survive there for more than a few years.
Smog and hard water
Like pretty much any large city, London has a bit of a pollution problem. This, along with living close to London’s largest park, caused my allergies to go absolutely bonkers. There was about a month in spring where I just constantly felt like shit because of allergies. Then there was the water. London has some of the hardest water in the world and it wrecked havoc on my skin and hair. I was a constant frizz ball, even after hot oil treatments and a lot of work with the flat iron, and my face looked like I was about 16. I’d go to Europe and it would clear up and then after showering once in London it was all back to hell…
Not being able to look at anyone in public
As an American, even one who hasn’t spent a lot of time in the US recently, I’m used to sort of camaraderie among strangers in public places. A short exchange in the checkout line or while you’re waiting for a drink at the bar. Maybe a knowing glance when some crazy gets on public transportation. In London, that doesn’t really fly. It’s not that Londoners are rude, it’s more that everyone just minds their business (and doesn’t make any sort of eye contact at all on the Tube). While it was sometimes really nice not to have to strike up a conversation with a rando on a bus, there were times when I missed being able to make an offhand comment or have someone to silently commiserate with when someone was playing music without headphones in public.
What do you miss about places you’ve lived and left? What things don’t you miss?
“A lot of what I miss isn’t easily put into words. It’s how I felt when I lived there, the routine I had, the small day to day British things that became normal, and the people that were a huge part of my life there” Yes, yes and yes. Oh, how I can totally relate to this! My living abroad experience was limited to a semester in Copenhagen, but it was, without a doubt, the best 4 months of my life. I definitely miss the people most, and the very reliable public transit. I live in Grand Rapids, MI (which sounds like it could be similar to Louisville?), so driving is the main mode of transportation here. Mostly I miss my friends, who are now scattered across three continents.
I’ve actually never been to GR (which is crazy because I grew up in Michigan…) but yeah, I think they are fairly similar. So much driving! I agree, it’s hard having friends all around the world because you never feel like you are part of their everyday lives. But it’s a good excuse for a trip with a free place to stay!
Well, as the great Samuel Johnson once said “”When a man is tired of London, he is tired of life; for there is in London all that life can afford” and that is oh so true. It’s one of my favorite cities in the world and I’m sure you’ll have those London pangs for a while as it is such an incredible place!
For me, one of the things I miss most about living in Europe is as you said, the proximity to just about everywhere. From the US, so much more time and money is involved. What I would kill to just be able to “jet off” to Italy or France for the weekend Things I don’t miss? The lack of customer service…and on a more comical note, the dog caca
I do think that one of the things to help with missing someplace is knowing that nowhere is 100% entirely perfect (although many come close).
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Smart fellow, that Samuel Johnson I’ve gotten so used to a lack of customer service that I don’t even really notice it (and bad customer service in Europe is still better than in Kore when shopkeepers would run away from me…), but yes, it’s so much harder in the US. Even traveling around the country is ridiculously expensive.
I found these so interesting! My bf is from England and we’ve talked about one day living in London. The last one made me laugh. We were in Kroger in Ohio and Ben goes “why is everyone smiling at me.. like 3 people have”.. I’m like did you make eye contact with them? b/c in the US we smile when that happens instead of looking away like weirdos!
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hahaha that’s awesome. I hope you guys get to move to London one day. Be that weird American who looks at everyone in public. It’s fun
I loved this post, Amanda! Although I’ve only spent a few days in London, I fell so in love with the pub culture, the amazing food scene and clotted cream — I really understand how tough it must have been to leave all this behind! But on the bright side: You had the chance to live in one of the world’s most amazing cities for a year, how awesome is that?
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You are right, Julika! I do feel very lucky and very happy that I had the chance to live there for a year. It was literally a dream come true. And I can always go back and visit
I feel your pain! I miss Sydney all the time. It’s so hard to close a chapter of your life that you weren’t ready to close in the first place and you can’t help but miss this things you had that you’ll probably never get back. I loved London, I can only imagine how cool a place it is to live.
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Yeah, leaving when you aren’t ready makes leaving about 300 times harder. But it’s a good growing experience, I guess! And we were both lucky enough to live in places we loved.
Excellent post Amanda! As a Brit abroad I miss all the same things as you. Well almost. I don’t miss the weather at all! I like in Beijing that the seasons change consistently. In summer it is always hot and a bit humid and in winter always freezing and no rain. Summers back home in the UK are too cold for me. My husband loved the British weather too though so it must be an American thing hehehe.
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Yeah, I’m not a huge hot weather person I loved British summer (for the most part). I think I’d hate the weather in Beijing- sounds like Seoul! But I’m glad you’ve found a place you enjoy
Yes. I miss all of this. (Hilariously, my latest post on commentluv that shows is is about London.) Honestly I was trying to move to London next after Paris, but it didn’t pan out…but ONE DAY, Amanda. ONE DAY WE SHALL RETURN.
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YES! It’s a shame that living in London as a non-EU citizen is so difficult…bah. Someday.
Annnd I think I’ve just fallen in love with London. I really enjoyed this post! I can’t wait to visit London one day and although you’re missing it I hope you’re settling back in ok into the good ol’ U.S. of A.
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Thanks Miquel! I hope you get to visit London one day. It’s a truly amazing city
I just visited London after 6 years away and, even though I didn’t fully like or appreciate it when I lived there after college, did realize I actually enjoyed and even missed several aspects of the city. Especially cider.
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Cider. Always cider. Though I’ve found a few decent ones in the US now! Apparently it’s become a “thing” here! I’m glad you were able to find some good things about the city.
I used to live in France and I miss Europe everyday! Everything would be so much easier with an EU passport. I love your blog – especially the name.
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Thanks Sarah! And I agree, life would be SO much easier with an EU passport…
You have actually summed up London quite well here, even though Im a londoner myself I do not think I could have done as good as Job as you! Although I would say a lot of londoners dont like the fact that the NHS is free to people visiting the city but you great tourists is what helps make our city great
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Thanks James! As an international student there for a year I was entitled to some free treatments by the NHS, but I do understand that foreigners using the system is expensive for the British taxpayers.